I tried making the grid lines that go back a bit more obvious with blue. Rather than grids forcing you, I am noticing that there are part of the grid that you aren't following very closely. Maybe rather than leaving the grid lines alone, you could try following them until the end to see why they give you a different result than what you would expect.

I think one of the things we have to accept is that we are all very much not equal, in the most positive way. We might be on similar journeys but we didn't start this course at the same point in the journey and, as it is an online course, we all have different amounts of free time and energy. There are many ways to look at things, one would be that there is joy in the act of learning itself so we can take a deep breath and just simply enjoy the privilege of being here. The other way to look at this is a more down to earth one, motivation is not how you get things done, habits are, I am a firm believer that nothing in this world can beat good habits and hard work. Discipline is not represented by the good days, it is represented by the bad days when you do feel discouraged but you choose to do it anyways. Either way, I hope this reply was not too uncalled for, these are just some of the things I tell myself everyday too. I do wish you the best and think you are doing great by just pushing forward on your path

I love your plane drawings!

Pencil and paper one this time