i send my dragon to the wrong channel thnks for answering question btw!

Hi i've been studiyng for academic drawing for 3 years for art exams and it was not very joyful because you duing same thing over and over in very large sessions for 10-15 hours and 2 years since i pass exams i still feel exausted to draw and disgust and its hard for me to draw again. im bringing out scetchbook once in a few weeks. that learning experience leaved a big scar. how to bring back joy to drawing? thanks